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Wed, May 12, 2004 4:39 PM
Konor has been eating rice and barley cereal for several days now. And has also tried bananas! Yum!

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Sun, May 9, 2004 3:00 PM
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ME! Today was ok, I am glad to have a child, my son, Konor Chance to be able to spend the day with. We love him sooo much! Kyla T, we still and always will miss you! Go to the links, and you can see pictures! Konor been sleeping all night, 10-12 hrs thru! I gave him cereal yesterday and he did wonderfully! ok, so he's not 4mos yet, but who cares? Allergies to food aren't common in his family soo.
And...Happy mothers day to my mom, Theresa May...may she rest in peace.

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Tue, May 4, 2004 1:41 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOMMY!!

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Mon, May 3, 2004 7:16 PM
Gonna be on news tonight at ten! wow, took totally by surprise! Lea Owens article in USA TOday, http://www.usatoday.com/news/health/2004-05-02-drowning-kids-
usat_x.htm caught our locals attention as they remembered me and kyla, so came out to do another tv interview! more later

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Mon, May 3, 2004 12:32 PM
A post to friends on my grief board:
I think I'm to the point now that I understand that this is my new life. A life where I lost my two year old only daughter, child at the time. A life I can now enjoy again with my husband and our only son, Konor Chance. A life where I will still hate swimming pools. I may never step in one again, and that is ok. Where I will still forever educate others on water safety. A life where my 'real' friends may be those too in grief of their own child loss. That is ok, they understand! A life where if a friend won't understand 10 years from now that I still ache for her, isn't my friend. And that is ok, I don't need that person in my life. I'm ok w/that now. I'm beginning to see and accept that though pain is not nearly as painful as the 1st day. But I don't think it'll get much better than this. I'm chosing to accept it. Revel in it. For I'm not the same mom I was with Kyla. I'm forever changed. Yes, I'm paranoid over Konor. I guess I always rightfully will be. And no one can tell me I should not be!
Tomorrow I 'celebrate' my 29th birthday. I feel some sadness, as to me , birthdays aren't for the ones born, but for the one who borne you. It makes me think of my mother. She was my age when she had me. I was her last child, her baby girl. Sometimes I wish she was here for me thru this pain. But she suffered plenty in the last years of her life.
I made some wonderful friends here over the past year. It is sad of course to 'see' all the new faces continually to arrive. But, it is also wonderful to hear of all the new babies many of us have had now! LIFE! There still is life. There still are smiles, and giggles and hugs and kisses!
Peace to all of you here. Thanks for always, always listening no matter what your opinions are, everyone has truly been wonderful to me. I never knew such love.

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Sun, May 2, 2004 10:42 AM
Konor slept nearly 12hrs straight two nights in a row! Yeah Konor! He's been cooing, but last two days he's REALLY been babbling and talking up a storm! He hasn't shut up since,lol! Still hasn't rolled over again, but I know it is early. He does try HARD to sit up on his own now though. We donated $ to the FD, and were to get a free potrait done today, but, I don't feel like it and it isn't exactly close by. Besides I take better pics anyway, and am getting a few blown up.
I got word that someone wants their name removed from update mailing list. Well, I try to write here often so that I can print it out an litterally paste it in my journal for KC. If you want your name removed, please kindly email me, but then again, why did you sign up anyway? Thanx.

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